Plan of the week.

Wow, so like Friday I have a meltdown, yesterday I chilled out, and today I have done nothing productive. Tomorrow that has to change. I am the only person who can make that change but I have been lavishing in myself pitty and boredom and have melt downs because it is coming close to the end of the month and I have no way of pay more than half my bills. I know everything will be okay it us just a little scary to think about sometimes. I can hold off my electric bill but my car insurance has to get paid no matter what. I am going to call Suntrust to figure something out with my car payment see if I can get an extension.
Hopefully I get a job soon. I do have an interview on Monday for CVS. it's not great and it will probably be minimum wage but at least it is a job. I will have money coming in. I hope my schedule is good too if I get it because the store that I applied for is kind of out of the way from everything else so hopefully I wont be making the drive to just spend my paycheck on gas.
If anything I know I can get a seasonal job coming up which will only be like 4 to 10 hours a week and it will only be for a few months. Arg, this sucks. I hate not having a job partly because I hate not having something to do all day. I need to get my but in gear though. There are a lot of things I could be doing like cleaning my apartment instead of sitting on my ass at my boyfriends all day and doing nothing there while he plays WOW. I f*cking hate WOW. So tomorrow it begins, The Transformation. Starting tomorrow I am done smoking, I am going to get my apartment cleaned and go through everything I have and get rid of all that is not necessary, i'm going to start working out (I've gained 5lbs since not having a job), I'm going to get over my pride bull crap and look for a job closer to home and actually finish that application. I really need to get myself together.
So thus the plan begins. Time to set my goals for the week of Sept 26, 2010.
Sunday: Breakfast with Grandma and family at 9.
Clean out kitchen (cabnets/fridge)
Clean out bedroom (closet/dresser/draws full of crap)
Workout for 1hour.
DO NOT HAVE A CIGARETTE
Do my eyebrows (they are looking ruff)

Monday: Job Interview at 9am at CVS
Lay by the pool, (the new me is tan)
Workout for 1 hour.
Drop off box of books at Library.
DO NOT HAVE A CIAGRETTE
Tuesday: Workout for 1 hour in the morning.
Take bags of clothes to Loes for the Goodwill truck.
Get rid of every last piece of cardboard in my apartment. (really Ive been since there February I should have all that shit already.
Go around to restaurants around home to look for a job. (Finish applications)
DO NOT HAVE A CIGARETTE
Wednesday: Workout for 1hour
Layout in the sun.
Clean out hall closet.
Clean patio closet.
DO NOT SMOKE A CIGARETTE
Thursday: Workout for 1hour.
Return Applications to all Restaurants.
Re arrange room.
Clean bathroom.
Friday: Workout for 1hour.
Layout in the sun.
Clean out car/vacuum/wash
DO NOT HAVE A CIGARETTE
Saturday: Workout for 1 hour
Come up with to do list for the week of August 3rd, 2010 since my acct will officially be overdrawn.
DO NOT HAVE A CIGARETTE!

Amburet

P.S. After asking myself out loud what song best goes with this blog entry and hitting random on Itunes; the song of the moment is We Will Rock You~Queen

PPS I realize that the last post says pretty much the same thing as this one but I am in a better state of mind. I am not longer feeling sorry for myself now I am just pissed that I have waisted so much time.