My Election and Politics Rant.

I tried to make a joke about Obama, of course I didn't get a chance to because my grandmother cut me off talking about how no one wanted the health care reform thing he is doing things that no one really wants and blah blah blah blah blah. While she was going on about I then did the unthinkable and I cut her off. Then I went on my own little blah blah blah blah blah rant about how I DON'T CARE. I explained probably a little more harsh then needed that I know nothing about the health care reform thing because I don't give a damn about the health care reform thing. I don't give a damn about who is in office. I DON'T CARE.

I didn't vote in the midterm election because I don't give a shit who is running for what. I know some people are going to think that it is wrong that I don't care but I have tried to care really I have. I have tried to read articuls and keep up to date with polls and plans and what not but I just can't make myself follow it. Maybe I am not educated enough to care. Maybe I am unAmarican. I don't know I don't care. I've given up on trying to make sence of something that make no sence to me. My grandmother told me that I didn't have a right to have an opinion and I know that because I didn't vote. A lot of other people will believe that too, but, guess what. I am still going to give my opinion whether these people like it or not because I don't really care what these people have to say/think about me not voting. They don't have to read this and they don't have to listen to me give my opinion. I sure as hell don't care about theirs. I don't even know what any of the amendments were about so it would have been pointless to vote for any of those.

I hate election time because all it is are stupid phone calls that I don't think any living breathing person actually listens too comercials with politicians talking trash about each and showing off their ugly babies. (Really I know your they are you kids but someone should have told you that they are ugly and don't belong on the television.) People have no idea how thirlled I am that today is the first day of two years (year and half) of not haveing to deal with any of this election bullshit any more. But of course in two years it is the big boy election. The Ultimate "Immm Better then youuuu nananana booboo." pissing match. Cause in all honesty isn't that what the election really is, a bunch of adult looking kids in thousand dollar suits making fun of each other just using television and annoying phone calls to do it?

What annoys me even more then actual election are the people who get so into it all i hear from them is, "Oh this person is going to this and that person is going to this." "I am going to vote for this person because they said they are going to do this and I am not going to vote for this person because they said they are going to do that," Oh my freaking goodness! Really? We can not to mention the sign holding people; I want to hit them with my car. Like go away stop holding that damn sign because they only thing you are doing is putting yourself an your children in danger by standing on the side of the road during rush hour traffic in 90 degree weather. Why are you so stupid?!

I know that this comes off as I don't care about anything I have probably said that a time or two as well. In all honesty that is not true. More then anything I was just annoyed when starting this. I just can't get into it. Yeah I didn't vote because I didn't think anyone running was worth voting for. I didn't like any of them so why would I support one going into office over the other. I don't know anything about the amendments so why would I vote for something I know nothing about. In two years I will be to vote for who will lead this country but for now we are stuck with the guy who is there now and that is not a dislike or like comment because I keep my opinion about him to myself. So yeah. Here it is my true feelings and yes I'm telling you how I really feel.

Amber.

Am I Not Human

I can watch all those commercials about children in other countries starving and not haveing shelter and not feel anything other than "Oh that sucks." But I bawl like a baby and want to give all the money I have or I can muster and send it to The Humane Society. Mmmm how can a person hurt an innocent animal they can't defend themselves. :( I hate people sometimes.

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Amburnet Writes Here.: The Result of an Addictive Personality.

Amburnet Writes Here.: The Result of an Addictive Personality.: " I have cried a lot the past few weeks from not knowing what I am going to do about not having a job and not being able to pay my bill..."

The Result of an Addictive Personality.

      I have cried a lot the past few weeks from not knowing what I am going to do about not having a job and not being  able to pay my bills to not knowing where I am going to end up with the people in my life. I know my family has my back and they are not going to let me fail; I just wish I didn't need their help. I like being independent and on my own. I can't pay my car payment or my electric bill or anythis else because I can't seem to get back on my feet and out of this hole I have fallen into. Of course seeing me on a daily basis you wouldn't know it because I think I do pretty well with keeping a smile on my face and being happy and strong for everyone but the truth is all I want to do is throw up and cry myself to the bottem of a liquor bottle.

       You see in my family we all have very addicting personalities. We have to be strong not to get sucked into something that we have seen other members of our family get out of. In my family once you make that decision to travel your way to the bottem of that bottle there is nothing else to do after but throw that bottle away and grab the next one. At this moment I wish more then anything I can who have a drink right now at 1:44pm and just go home and watch tv and sleep but I know the only thing that will come of that is me being even more depressed and crying a lot more then I already do. So what do I do everyday? I get up take a shower, have breakfast, put on makeup and clothes and I leave the house to do nothing. That seems to be the only way from falling even further. Yessir, it's what has to be done. I have to make myself do something that is going to keep my mind off everything. My next stop for this mission to keep me smiling is to head to the library so off I go to make my world a little less depressing.

   Or in the words of my mother. I am building my bridge and getting over it.